I have been thinking about repetition. What do I repeat? What do I like repeating and what do I repeat so much it makes me want to climb the walls?
I don't like repeating fights or failed cooking attempts. I don't like repeating my name or mistakes. As a teacher, I know I need to repeat instructions, but on the 42nd round, I start to show signs of impatience. I don't like repeating after others and I don't like it when my children repeat things I didn't know they had heard.
But there are a few things I do not mind repeating. Goodbye kisses and pregnancy stories are high on the list. I need to repeat praise more often at work and home. I will repeat "when you were a baby" tales as long as my boys ask for them. I love you. I could repeat that to the men in my house a hundred times a day and some days I do.
And this -- writing at night, hemming my day in words --is something I could repeat for the rest of my life, an I love you to myself.
1 comment:
Fascinating choice of a topic. A question I had not considered. I like how you move from the "don't want to repeat" to the brighter "I could repeat for the rest of my life."
Terje
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